Many people are uncomfortable with my grief. I am told to “give it to God”, “stop dwelling on the past”, or they simply avoid talking with…
Learning who I am - a journey through faith
Tag: loss
Today is fifteen months, 457 days, since Caleb died. I have told several of my stories with him and have plenty more planned. My love…
Anyone who knew me when I was on campus at college, knew who I was meant to be, or at least who I now want…
Yesterday was a Sunday. Nothing seemingly special to it, I slept in a little and then went to church. While talking to some friends, I hear…
Often when I tell someone my son died by suicide, they say “I can’t imagine.” No, you cannot. I could not imagine it before when…
I was ROBBED! Someone robbed our house when I was little. They took a few things but 2 stand out: our television and $7 I…
Let’s talk about some negative behaviors men exhibit to seem masculine. Please do not misunderstand what I am saying; men are not necessarily bad and…
After so many prayers, crying, and tears, you made me a father when I was not. I became the happiest man ever. Bandaging elbows, knees…
Since well before my birth, I have been going to church. I do not recall a time in my youth ever questioning if God…
My dearest Caleb, I have sorely missed you this year. I long to share new memories with you. I will never understand why you thought…
