Today is 1000 days, very nearly thirty-three months, since Caleb died. Some people think I should be over it and move on. Some people think…
Learning who I am - a journey through faith
Tag: loss
It’s Valentine’s Day We do not do much as a couple for this day because you should show your partner your love every day. One…
Death has stolen our ability to make fresh memories with Caleb, so it forces us to create memories about him. This pushes us to be…
An extrovert is one who does not stress when in social settings. They usually seek social interaction. I was an extrovert. Not only did I…
Merry Christmas. What does this mean? The Webster dictionary says it is an idiom used to wish someone an enjoyable Christmas holiday. Grammatically it is…
Today, I had an emotional meltdown. Later, I had an anxiety attack. Then I spent thirty minutes in a heated, loud conversation with God. It…
I should have been eating pumpkin pie for breakfast with Madilyn and Caleb both choosing apple pie. Donna and I would have started cooking, and…
I am sorry it has been so long since I have written. A friend’s post about why she writes on suicide prodded me to come…
Every day without my son is difficult. The ninth and tenth of each month are harder. When these days fall on a Saturday or Sunday,…
I have wrestled with this blog post while trying to decide if I should write on this topic yet again. People seem to not be…
