Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd is the song my alarm clock most often plays. Whether or not it plays, the sentiment remains. Every…
Learning who I am - a journey through faith
Tag: loss
Four years have passed since I last saw Caleb alive and twelve years since Emily died. It still hurts like HELL! Unfortunately, this overused phrase…
A few days ago I read something which made me stop. It made me want to hear what her next point would be. When your…
After speaking my truth to whomever asked the first few months after Caleb died, I go out of my way to let people live their…
His hurt, pain, and depression did not go away. It is transferred to me. Maybe this is a law of conservation, but not one of…
In 2015, Caleb spent the summer interning at NASA on the PRANDTL glider with Chief Scientist Albion Bowers. As Caleb and I drove home cross-country…
I have learned a new word. “Pessimum”, a noun meaning the least favorable environmental condition under which an organism can survive. I think my life…
I have a hard time wrapping my brain around Caleb being gone for three years. The time is simultaneously like yesterday and an eternity. I…
In August 2018, a story started dancing in my head. Sure, I had lived through some tough times in the first 20 years of marriage,…
I have thought for a few weeks that some have quit reading my posts but still want to engage. In talking with a friend this…
