Be the things you loved most about the people who are gone. One of my favorite things about Caleb was his dry wit that dripped…
Learning who I am - a journey through faith
Tag: loss
What happens when our anger in grief is directed towards God? It’s a question that many of us grapple with, especially during times of profound loss and grief.
I have aphantasia, the inability to create mental imagery. It’s quite odd how some days I do not give it a thought. I told my…
Caleb would have been 27 years old this week. When I was 27, he was a 1-year-old with severe intestinal gas which seemed to be…
So many people, when faced with terrible problems, focus on God’s character and how, if He existed, these things would not occur. I know this…
While I am frequently reminded of Caleb’s absence, nothing drives it home more than seeing his friends and peers starting their careers, getting married, and…
Every day, I think about Caleb and mourn his absence. Some days it stabs me as if it were the day it happened. To go…
How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts…
Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd is the song my alarm clock most often plays. Whether or not it plays, the sentiment remains. Every…
Four years have passed since I last saw Caleb alive and twelve years since Emily died. It still hurts like HELL! Unfortunately, this overused phrase…
